Wednesday, July 8, 2015

A lot has changed

Wow... Just wow. The last part I did was almost a year ago and a lot has changed since then. Let's start with the nitty gritty... My current weight is 262.6 lbs. Damn. I told myself I'd never be there again I am 12 lbs away from gaining everything I originally lost in 2010. Let's examine the past year's events.
Started a biggest loser contest January 1st, I weighed on at 241, and I started off doing well! February rolled around and I was offered the amazing opportunity to be a general manager at another hotel... In San  Bernardino, CA. Of course I accepted! Within a month I packed up my apartment and moved 1,800 miles from my friends and family. I also packed on 10 lbs weighing 252 by the time I moved.
My first priority was joining a gym, good ole 24 hour fitness. I went a couple times then rarely... That's been my pattern since March. I was supposed to run a half marathon July 4th and a full marathon on October. Say goodbye to those dreams, I can't even run 3 mins without dying.
Life happens, gets on the way, screw's with your head. These last 4 months have been emotionally trying, but I live to see another day. My highest weight since moving was 266.4, I will NOT see this number again. I WILL NOT BE FAT FOR MY SISTER'S WEDDING A YEAR FROM NOW. I WILL NOT GIVE UP.
Positives today: bringing my breakfast and lunch to work. Walking the pup and meeting my step goal for the day.
Negative: not going to the gym and eating from the food truck, incredibly bad for you.
Never give up, never give in. One day at a time... This is MY fight song.

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